You Are Not Alone
No matter how isolated or cut off from the world you feel, you do not have to be alone. We understand what it is like to always feel alone, even when in a crowd of people, as though you are always on the outside looking in. Feeling alone, separate and isolated leads to a sense of despair and hopelessness.
You may feel as though you have been forsaken or abandoned by Spirit. This creates a deep sense of disconnection not only from Spirit, but everything else in your life ~ your friends, family and yourself.
Dark Night of The Soul
You are not alone in feeling such profound despair which has been described by so many others throughout time as the “dark night of the soul”. Great minds, mystics and poets, such as Winston Churchill, Abraham Lincoln, and even Mother Teresa, have all experienced this unspeakable hopelessness and have each transformed their pain into great sources of inspiration, courage and strength.
Each of us at The Sanctuary has also undergone the torments of lying alone in bed at 3:00 a.m., in unbearable pain and anguish. We have also each made it to the other side, and are here to help you discover that place of light and hope. We have learned to embrace the darkness and to convert it into the power, wisdom and energy we need for our life’s journeys.
Discovering Your Personal Truths...
These intense feelings of despair and isolation, as well as your self-destructive behaviors, are invitations from that deepest place to wake up and honor yourself and your purpose in life. When we consistently ignore our own personal truths and chose to live a life not in alignment with who we are and why we are here, we live a life devoid of meaning, purpose and passion. We self-medicate and engage in other self-sabotaging activities to manage the pain of living an incongruent, unfulfilled life.
You are now standing at the precipice of your own life and have what may be the most important decision of your life before you. Do you courageously step into the darkness in order to one day step fully into a meaningful and joyful life? Or do you stay stuck, miserable and in despair? The choice is yours.
But if you chose the path of hope and possibility, we are here to guide you each step of the way.
Hidden, Untapped Power Awaits You.
During your stay at The Sanctuary you will learn how to transmute your pain and suffering into pure life-force energy that is always present and available to support, strengthen and sustain you. Â You will find that your greatest gifts are hidden among those shadows that once stalked you. Â You will become the master architect of your own life which allows you to experience deep connection in all of your relationships.
When your stay is complete, you will continue to have access to The Sanctuary staff and resources to support you during your transition back into your life. We will also connect you with additional life-affirming resources, tools and support-related groups available in your own community. You will never have to feel alone again.
Kelley’s Story
I have been stalked by anxiety, fear and depression most of my life. These feelings lurked in the shadows and I spent the majority of my time engaged in some type of behavior to run away, hide from or ignore and shut these feelings out. At various times in my life I have used food, alcohol, drugs and unhealthy relationships to manage my feelings of fear and despair. I also tried overachieving, underachieving, psycho-therapy, anti-depressants, self-help books and seminars and even various religions to keep my ever increasing and spiraling feelings of hopelessness and anxiety “under control”.
I spent a huge amount of time and energy to “look good” from the outside, while on the inside I could barely get up each day. I was desperately searching for answers. I knew my despair was deeper and more complicated than just depression. I had such a deep soul yearning and craving for meaning, purpose and connection to something “more”.  Yet the more I searched, the more alone I felt. Although I had “everything” a person should want and desire in life, I didn’t want to live. I was truly experiencing not just a “dark night” but more like a “dark life” of the soul.
Like so many others who have found themselves at this existential crisis and crossroads between life and death, I found myself, for months, on my knees on my bathroom floor begging Spirit- God- whatever- for help. I was willing to do anything I needed to do to just stop the pain. I reached a place of utter and absolute surrender.
And it was during this very gut-wrenching and utterly hopeless period of my life that it all began to shift. That was when my journey began and I traded a lost life of fear for a life of endless possibilities, joy and passion. My life has opened up in ways I could never have imagined possible in my wildest of dreams. Through a series of synchronistic events and unexpected opportunities, I soon began traveling to mystical places, working with amazing teachers and healers and experiencing myself and Spirit on a deep core level. I found my Beloved and with him have learned how to give and receive love in profound ways. I have discovered my true life’s meaning and purpose and that I have gifts that are unique, special and important.
And a big part of my journey and my gift is to be of service to you. I want to share my experiences and healing technologies with you so that you can also realize how amazing you are, how joyful life can be and how very important your life is. Not only do you just deserve a life free of despair and hopelessness, you deserve a life full of meaning, purpose and abundant joy. This is your birthright and at The Sanctuary we are here to help you rediscover this truth.
See Kelley's bio.